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This whole breakup thing is getting harder to deal with each day. i find myself constantly thinking about you, looking at your pictures and profile reading all your messages, comments over and over again, holding anything you gave me so tight. i wish this were just a dream I could wake up from and you’d still be mine, but reality is you’re not :/ it sucks I’ve never felt this way about anyone before usually i can get over a break up so easily and be ready to move on but everything with you is so different, maybe its all we’ve been through and done or maybe its thde fact that i am and always will be in love with you. i don’t just love you i am genuinley INLOVE with you. i  wish i could get over you i’m sure you’ree over me and almost with someone else by now. what’s it been almost a week? yup….i still can’t grasp the thought of not being able to call you mine. we promised we’d be together forever and there would be nothing that could tear us apart, i guess that wasn’t true. idk though but its hard i wanna just hug you and look in your eyes again but idk if ill ever be able to again. i’m sorry i hurt you and lied to you. i made mistakes just like anybody does. i’m so sorry. i’m changing so much to even get one last chance but idk if you care enough to do so ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh this really bites i hate not being with him anymore i love this guy to death he’s so different from anyone else i’ve ever dated idk how i’ll get through this, but i’ll try my best, maybe fate will bring us back together again. i sure hope so